Sick sick~

Maybe my body never have a good rest for weeks already, as in nights, as I keep dreaming, or I am tossing here and there during my sleeps, tired me day and nights. I yearned so badly for good sleeps that can make me awake and alert during daytimes. Ended up, I always feels lethargic and hopeless that why I can't sleep properly at nights.

Finally, my body can't take it anymore. The heatiness build up in my body finally collapsed and I was having a throat infection at the upper throat. In the form of soreness, ear pain, headache and nose pain. I went to see a doctor yesterday. Mum went to see with me as well, bcos she seemed to have some high blood pressure. Doctor's antibiotics was damn expensive, and I had to fork out another $12 for that. Other than that, I was given a day mc, and I really need dat for a good sleep. After the medicine taking, I turned to my sleep at 1pm and woke up intermittently bcos mum was disturbing me, bcos she keep bugging me if I want dinner. Hai.. I already told her not to cook my share. I really loss in my words. The headache was plain killing. Today going to meet my m friends with sis. Must drink plenty of water to keep myself out of the disorderly me (the flu and heatiness).

After I cooked some mee at 6+ and ate, I went to watch the drama "转世惊情" a HK drama by 陈浩, 关德辉, 唐文龙 etc. Finally watched finished as well. The storyline kinda sucks. It's just plain 孽缘encompassed from Zhao Guo that serpasses to Ming Guo which was 1000 years later. Well, it's an ancient drama and there's plain selfishness and compassionate characters inside.

Storyline:

楚国大将军荆烈（唐文龙）与术士单无邪（陈豪）是师兄弟，因妻子雪姬（梁铮）与邪偷情而掀起了一场情杀。邪死；烈的魂魄化作一团怨气；姬的魂魄则长埋一陶俑内。　　烈飘泊于天地凡间千多年，至明太祖朱元璋鄱阳湖一役而得以吸取无数怨气，成为邪灵之王。申十郎（关德辉）出生时祥云飘降，家人认定他非池中物，郎生来愚钝，原来上天选定他作为对付烈之人选，叫他七窍不开乃让他不受邪魔所侵。多年后，烈夜观天象，发现郎母水芙蓉（苏玉华）是昔日曾与已有一夕情缘的仙子。烈逼蓉相见但遭拒绝，一怒之下斩杀郎全家；蓉自刎，临终时为保郎安危而骗烈郎为其亲子。　　郎其后得天池神水之助得以渐渐开窍，发现自己前世竟然是邪！烈得知郎是其前世宿怨，怨气更盛；郎虽有金身护体，仍不敌烈，元神飞走，七日内不归位便会灰飞烟灭…… Rated: 7/10

Sep Feeling

Since I had been as old as now, I felt like I am working and living my life in vain. No achievements, no complete life. Wad I have is still single and a pc of fat lump the needs me to slowly torture it to a slimmer so as to stay healthier. Pathetic!

Well... writing cards for my 2 birthday buddies whose birthdays fell at 2 days apart, and celebrate for them later. Maybe is raining time, weathe so cooling, listening to the sentimental love songs makes my heart tender loving. Memories fell passed me to times when we are sec school times, the stupid me, the nerdy Bingbing and the blur blur Huili. Studying, dreaming and talking nonsense is our forte. Actually, I think I don't really like studying. That's why my results sucks. I only have a v. dilignt mind, that I need to study bcos it's a path to a better life, as I always know from young.. money is not easy to earn. U suffer earlier than in the later. Bcos life isn't always in a bed of roses.

Seeing both my buddies, 1 as a tai tai and living as a housewife with maid. The other also not bad bcos marriage looks fine to me. They are far more superior to me, despite I having the highest education. their life is complete. Me, no partner, no goals and no big prospects, let alone a good job. No principle. Looks pleasantly happy bcos I can watch my fav serial dramas, exercising becomes my goal and a lot of question marks to my future. Getting solemn and retarded in thinking. Old me already! Damn!

Edward's Farewell

After Edward Loo's hard work for this company, he finally stepped down his position as a store personnel with a lot of regrets and disappointments, and the old man at his age of 62 should be leaving at mid September , yet he forgo all his leaves just to leave this company as soon as possible. Wad a ridicule.

Working from NatSteel way back to NatSteel Chemicals since 30+ years ago, he belonged to Group Technology at the time I just enetered as a LT. He was a R&D technical personnel, with full of experience and little in paperwork. He is expert to the refractory physical testing, as well as Lab based, knowing AAs and all the wet methods of water treatment. But since the steel mill was sold, there's a lot of job change for him. I still remember the time when I just in, he is a very energetic, full of vigour person at the age of 59. Well, he not young anymore, but he offered his help to SRC and actually established the weekly badminton court at Bukit Batok Sec School. His liason with the principal, as he was a instructor himself, boost alot of audiences as well. He offered to teach me free badminton, yet I was too lazy for it.

After a year, Siti after Ah Chong left, there's a lot of changes. Edward was literally forced to replace Siti's place. A position looked to be easy, yet after he took over (with little experience in that) , he messed up the whole store. Goods went missing and accounts all in chaotic, let alone my department. Everyone started pin point him, till all gave up and tried to co-ordinate with him, till every month stock take. All staff seems hopeless against him, but under great stress, after Andy came and slow picking up, he finally build up his rapport with Andy and Felix, and his mistakes tuned down, which was after his 1 year.

I didn't know if management is actually v. mad at him, but at the 1st place, he was forced to take the job. To ask a wrong person to do a right job is totally out. All people suffers! But management just bear with it, bcos they see his efforts in the company. Day finally came. At mid July, HR approached him at the wrong place to announce his denial of service after the age of 62, causing disruptions to his normal work life. A old man should be greatly appreciated with n years working in the company, yet after the inappropriate timing and wrong place to announcement, the old man started thinking negative, and he was suffering from depression, and was refered to mental hospital with some treatment. Having suffered an great injustice, he finally came to terms after the apologetic GM and HR for their inappropriate acts in announcement of his retirement, and co would no longer let him service the company after his retirement age.

Yesterday, I went store to have a final handshake before he leave, I can see his dessolution and disappointment face. Although he tried to hide it, for he wanted it to be amiable ending towards the cold company. He must have had crying in his heart. The agonising feel. When Siah and I was chatting away, he mentioned about his thoughts. Stella, Shafiee and Zhou You, with Choon Sin came over to give him the last farewell greetings, and we really hope he will be happy always, after leaving this stupid company. I also had quite a thought to this company, and it's just a mean company, cold hearted and selfish.

To a retiree man Pak Edward, I ressolute you. Thanks for all your efforts and helps you had rendered me. Appreciated.

Free to air!

Yesterday, I was wondering if I had dreamt the previous nite bcos I couldn't remember at all if I had (maybe), yet I am so tired. At 4+, I couldn't take it anymore and had been dozing away (bcos I am free at the point). Getting from bad to worse. Last nite was dreaming away again. So sad. I can feel I am tired despite early sleep at 11+.

Sis bought the "Hua Yang" OST and "Love 101" compilation back, but this morning, I realised I had the compilation bcos Tim Tim had gave me the mp3 songs like 3 months ago?! Sis never asked me. Wasted. Had some loss interactions seems. She asked me this morning if I had the "Ming Zhong" OST and I told her I had. Luckily she asked me, else she's gonna buy it again. Haha. Well, why I had, bcos I like the OST also, so I went to find the songs. Haha.. we sisters seems to have the same taste in recent songs, but the "Ming Zhong" OST is really nice, quite influenced by the drama as it's v. touching, the actor and actress really brings the character alive, proves their acting skills that can touch the audience's heart.

Well, I changed the new layout of the room with 1 pc dismantled, and changed my pc to sis's pc. Also, hide my pc at the corner, bcos I feel the room v. small v. the pc and it's hard to walk around. Since I have a new laptop, I might as well use it while sis uses hers, so we won't fight like that. Also, no m, no need so many pc around in room. It's making the room cramp like hell. But she seemed to be v. irritated by facebook's uploading pic tools as the install activeXcontrol stuff had problems, so she just cant upload multiple pics. Poor thing, but just feel the room don't deserve to be cramp.

Think my temper easily fall off when she started pushing my pc. All my efforts gone into dust. I didn't realise I am getting so short tempered (or I too contented in changing my life better). I don't feel a damn thing when the room had 3 pcs and all squeezed into a lump last time. Maybe too much free time nowadays as no more m, so I can think better. Good or bad, I hope is a good thing! Sorry sis I don't mean it.

3 weeks summary.. Aduiz~

Haha, as usual, exercising became part of my healthy life after m which I had dropped completely. Tue and Thu became my routine which became my favourite and hate as well. Hate is because the duration of 1.5 hours which ache me and make me v. active at nites, causing disruptions in nite which is in the form of restless (tossing here and there) or dreaming, and I can sleep till 4am in the morning and I no longer able to sleep and start countdown till dawn to go to work, ended up I am in a lethargic state for many weeks since, and also the dieting via mum's cooking and own's experimental food intake is a dilemmna bcos I really hate to see her disappointing face. Well, aching as well, but I had been getting used to it.

As for the favourite, I can see that my weight had started dropping slightly. Also, exercising had make my breathing more regular, I mean during the jogging threadmill, I can breathe better and had made advancements, like running at speed 9.3 continuously for 21.5mins and burned 242 calories. Achieving something like this is like beyond myself especally for a plump person like me, and I can jog non stop is somehow quite impossibly done, but I made it. Oh yeah. I can feel myself in a better state nowadays when I run around or walk long distance and it didn't bother me at all. Haha..

As for normal daily life, watching online HK and taiwan dramas become part and parcel of my life already, and I really enjoy it. Now watching "福气又安康" but till now it's still at episode 12 bcos taiwan is showing till ch 12 as of last sunday. Such a new show! Finished watching "烈火雄心III" , quite dull as I find the leading actor and actress are quite mull and not as expressive in their acting. Hmm... watched "恶魔在身边" and quite a show. A lot of kissing here and there, but as for content wise, it's more like university life andBGR. Yang Chen Lin is very suitable for this type of show I think. Cute and typical girlish small size built that sure attracts many guys. I sounds like weird. Haha.. Just a comment.

Last weekend, I dated sis and Ah Li to get her her hairdryer at Philips staff shop and bought Ah Li the latest model's hairdryer of which she wanted badly. Also, got taka voucher for BingBing as her present. Also a present for babe and TT. Haha... Then we went shopping at taka and I got myself a sports bra for exercising bcos it's more comfortable. So, had lunch with sis, Ah Li and Eugene, had dinner with Ah Li and Eugene, then we bought Royce chocolates. Went to their house and watched UP.

After watching UP, we realise it was raining so heavily, thus after a while, I decided to go home at 12am bcos I feel v. tired, and my bed is more comfortable. So, while it's raining, I went home. Who knows at the way back home to bro's block (as they are staying next block away), I saw bro's car. So, I was stopped by brother. Happened that sis-in-law and her father went to the 7th month dinner and they were drunk. So, brother waited for hours at the void deck for Yanling to be sober from her wine, but till that point, she was still v. drunk and asleep. So, he asked me to help him carry her upstairs.

1st time carry her with brother and also see her so drunk, she was really unconscious. So, we carry her along, and sweating profusely, bcos she was heavy. Till halfway top, I already no strength, bcos I felt we had carry wrongly, depeleting alot of out strengths. So I decided to change a carrying method, while he carry shoulder, I carry leg. then we finally move her back to her bed, then bro sent me back. Then I realise, my hand n leg not mine.. I no strength at all.. Haha... next few days turned aching, until today it's much much better. Bro wanted me to keep a secret, maybe dun wan to embarrase my sis-in-law I suppose.

Last Sunday went 7th month dinner with mother to her old friends cum neighbour used to live at Yew tee there as it's usual practice. So, I thought it was still at CCK near the CC, but when we reached there, mum told me it's not. Then said at Blk 760 there. I completely had no idea where it is! Aduiz... like got played out. Then we walked the whole round, then after asking ppl around, finally found the coffee shop at Blk 160A which is the right place (which is located near the Post Office of Teck Waye Ave). Had some quarrels and arguments with mum and I see her no strength after the long distance walk, I also dun bear to disappoint her. Luckily we found it. After 1 hour dinner, we took cab home. Hai.. wad an encounter. I dun know should be laughing at it or crying at it.

2 weeks' summary

Last week, I went gym thrice on tue, thu and fri and done 520, 550 and 520 calories. As suggested by ZY, I decided to stop home cook food for a while, as I see my body weight going down to 68-69kg. So, I maintain my own diet, but mum seemed upset alot bcos I already stop eating for 2 days. So I explained to her briefly, hoping she undersatnd. She looks disappointed. I did not pin point her food, but just wanna watch my diet.

Ok so scenerio goes, I decided to have bread and milk for dinner so that I don't stuff myself, then watch my favourite taiwan idol soap operas. Haha.. watched a couple of shows like "fated to love you", also "Lian Xiang" and "Fang yang de xing xing" Fated to love you depicts a ordinary OL lady with a v. plain outlook went to a cruise in hope will have a happy ending with the "boyfriend who knows he actually went flirting with another lady. She herself had a accidental love-making session with a boss in cruise where the boss thought she was the ideal girlfriend who suppose to met up on cruise and propose to her. So, the poor fated OL found herself pregnant and the boy wanted to take responsibility, but treating her as a giving birth lady.

Towards the end, the OL lady Chen Xin Yi thought the boss Ji Chen Xi doesn't want the baby and she met up an accident while the boy went after her due to the boy's ideal girlfriend Anna making use of the boy's name to ask Xin Yi to abort the 3 month old baby. So goes, the Chen Xi went deeply in love with the Xin Yi despite her miscarriage. The gal hated the boy she loved so much, even don't dare to tell him she love him bcos in their contractual, the gal wasn't suppose to love him, else the contract will terminate immediately.

The gal had a showdown with the boy after 2 years in Shanghai, which the boy was so happy. The gal was so afraid her true feelings will had a betrayal from the boy, kept a distance away from him, yet as the show progresses, they both had a v. strong desire to be together, yet fate played them around. Of course towards the end, Anna gave up this relationship as she knew the boy love Xin Yi. Xin Yi finally be with Chen Xi, and she found herself infertile, due to the accident causing her miscarriaged 2 years ago. Ended up, she wanted to leave the boy bcos she knew he love kids alot. But after many obstacles, they got married, and she was pregnant again after months. Of course, the doctor claimed that she was infertile was actually bogus. wad a joke. TWisting here and there making the audiences worried for the couple.

I only like the 2nd part where the gal transformed from an ordinally Office Lady (OL) to a career lady as a disciple of a Artist. The gal had a strong upfront, despite a v. soft hearted and a loving heart. 2 thumbs up. Think only a drama have this type of scenerio, as in real life, a human character seldom change so drastically, of none I knew so far.

Alright. Over the long weekend, had a facial with sis, and sis bought me alot of facial products, and make-ups as my belated birthday present. Thx sis. Besides that, watched another show Shinning Stars Fang Yang De Xin Xin which goes Like the boy who cried wolf, Xia Zhi Xing had lied one too many times. So when she did tell the truth, nobody believed her except for the most unlikely person, Zhong Tian Qi, a runaway young master of a jewelry empire. His belief in her inspired her to become a real jewelry designer instead of a lying, scheming jewelry con artist. In the process, she taught him the real value of jewels that he is destined to inherit. Quite a nice show as well. Of these 2 shows, can see that this show, the leading actor and actresses are better in the latter. Haha.. well, just enjoy it.

Last week's stuff

Haha.. think keep blogging once a week seems. Ok.. Last week I just went twice exercising at 500 and 460 calories on tue and thu respectively, not enough exercise. Oh ya... Saturday wanted to go East Coast with Ah Li and Eugene, ended up I slept late and we never went. In the evening, I invited Chuan Jee da jie and 3 cousins to watch Harry Potter Epi 6 - The Half Blood Prince at Co movie Nite Event. So many people condemned the show after it had shown like 1 week ago, but I felt it's pretty alright. Well, it's those who read the book cannot take it. The story cut too much and doesn't have the spirit anymore. Well, watch movie better dun have so much of commitment, simply go in and enjoy is just the best!

As for me, I felt alright as I haven't read up, hence nothing so mad of, just had so puzzledness towards it. Why Dumbledore died for the Horcrux, why Draco Malfoy become the chosen 1 to the Voldermolt's order. Hmm.. maybe the book will tell more. Will try to catch up. Lian watched 2nd time and she so funny, bcos she so bored, so tag along, she understand the story more after watching 2nd time. Haha... Ah Li and Eugene watched at Jurong Point at same time. Sis actually joined us for the movie but bcos of work commitment, she have to go Batam for support. No choice. Her last result should be out this week. Wish her all the best to her MBA, hope she can get the last distinction for her module. Gambateh!

After the show, we went to Mac for the shaker fries consecutively for friday and saturday. Haha. Sunday watched my HK dramas and never go out. Watched the whole 30 episodes of "ID精英". Not a bad show. After watching the show, you will understand how Immigrations and Customs work against the loops and flaws by the syndicates as well as the those who break the laws, at the entrance as well as the inner land of HK. It can be pretty dangerous at times when syndicates also being armed with guns while they don't have any at all, only a stick to self defence. One must be clear of conscience to work in a immigration department, for righteous is always the thumb of rule to act against the dark forces. 2 thumbs up. It's a nice show.

It reminded me last year march when I went to Shenzhen throught LuoHu and I was checked as well bcos I slimmed down. They really do a good check. Hmm.. dat time still had some misunderstanding as I am holding a Singapore passport and I was stopped by china custom until clear. I still grumbled why hold us back and I won't want to flee to China as a Singapore citizen and it's simply ridiculous. Haha.. Naive me somehow. They just want to do their stuff properly. Well, I am ok, so they can't do anything to me.

Ok stop for time being. Will blog soon. >.<

This week's updates

As usual, exercising my concern for time being. Last thu 490 calories, sun 600 calories and tuesday 500 calories. Trying to get used to thread mill soon! My speed 9.0 at 18min should be best so far.

Last saturday went shopping w Ah Li and Eugene after my facial. So from ps, we slowly walked back to orchard oposite takashimaya, the place where the philippinos loved there - Lucky Plaza! We went for a very late lunch at 2.30pm. While walking back, Xiaofeng stopped us. Wao... saw her daughter and Yongsheng there also. Both look very shy seems. So we had a short chat and walk off bcos all of us havent't eat and we are damn hungry. Wahhahaa. She brought her kid to some learning centre (Dunno wad jap technique to learn power memory). Then at lucky plaza, we got ourselves te Korean food. So nice and cheap! Oh yeah. Then we started talking about the worst off Jurong point Korean food at Kopitiam, so ex yet so plainless. So disappointing.

After food, we went taka and shopped, for they wanted to buy me a bag for present. So after choosing, i found myself a rather big bag so that I can throw all my exercise clothes w my barangs. Yeah. Thanks Bing bing and Huili for my present. next month your tyrn. Haha.. After that we went down to the food fair at the centre of taka and tried a few types of food. like chimmney cinammon bread from some europe places, korean "chuan shao" and potato chips, japanese "Tong Luo Shao" and " small fish bread" as well as Durian and Strawberry w Guava ice creams! yeah!

After that, we went for dinner and Coffee club w the fish and chips and mud cake (ice cream actually - 2 layers top is coffee and bottom chocolate- sprinkled with caramel, and a breaded stuffed with veges. hmm.. Not bad! Haha.. tried the shakes as well.

Sunday went gym with Huili and had a good exercise. Feeling not bad afterall. Then went lunch and after bathed, went to cousins' place as Ah jiao tried a new dish. You Tiao stuffed with Fish paste. Whee~ Then we watched Flower Boys which they recorded. Then went home after playing w Happy.

Was on leave yesterday, where I watched the china telecast of the full sun eclipse at ch u and it was so astonishing. So, sun eclipse is such a miracle. At the moment when whole of the sun is covered by moon, earth suddenly turned into darkness and temperature dropped drastically to 3-4C from starting to full eclipse. The feeling so nice! They have diamond eclipse and so many kinds of it.

Yesterday was dad's lunar 3 years death anniversary. Had some praying. Wanted to go cemetary but ended up it keep raining, so we prayed at home instead. After watching the live telecast of sun eclipse from 8am - 12pm, I was so sleepy and dozed off for 5 hours. Yeah! Menses came made me so sleep and not enough sleep. Hai... so poor thing lidat!

Wondering how bored can I be!

Hmm... Had been very relax w/o gaming. Watched alot of movies and dramas online. Another 5 episodes of "hua yang" to complete. Last week went Gym and done 580 calories, yesterday went and done 460 calories. Not consistent, but hope will be better. After gym saw my weight 69.6kg, well, when started was 71.4kg. Seems to be working well after 3rd week? Hope will be better for the program was meant like 50 times, average 900 - 1500 calories per week.

My surrounding people like ZY and sis started saying I am getting plump. Well, they no need say I also know easily. I can sense easily than them. Well, I will be more alert, try to exercise more. wonder is it true like I can slim down 400g average per week? I am not very greedy for more, as I know it will backfire if some things rushed to complete, especially slimming down event. Easy slim down and easy grow fat. Haha...Sad but truth.. blame my mouth inputing rubbish. Sobs. This is the 3rd week. last time, I go in gym once a week for 300 calories but not effective at all. Must be more hardworking. I hope I am in the right direction this time round.

As for my own life, still plain dead boring. No motivation and still at the same pace, dun dare to move forward nor backward. Engrg side retrenched 10 people last week, shifting production paradigm to china. Business real bad. Company's tender coming up soon, and we do not know if they can get the tender, for if nv get, means end of the company. Oil side also suffering a big loss, and our CEO already said it lamely that don't expect Oil side to support if tender fails. Well, this timing is like guessing stage, where speculation among colleagues goes wild. Hope for the best. I am optimistic rather. Nothing to worry. If things have to come, then let it be.

Met up cousins last weekend at mac at pm. They so busy. Wonder why am I so free! Haha...

New Life Week 3

After stopped m for the 3rd week, I am busy trying to keep myself more healthy as I have no more excuses that I am chionging wadever char and neglected my health. So for a very good start, last thu I exercised for 550 calories and this tuesday, I exercised 570 calories. Wao... Sounds getting better, I hoped so, bcos after the exercise, I simple drained off and whole body aching at it. Wosh!

Finally finished watching "珠光宝气" 82 episodes over the weekend, I ended up feeling the plot is getting very ridiculous and had also a bad headache for that. Now started korean drama "花样男子" and watched 5 episodes as of now. Hmm... Quite nice, bcos I always feel the main male actor looks so much similar as to the taiwanese version. Haha... The plot is similar as well and when u watch dat, it had similarity here and ther, but just for laugh, so at 1st I really dun have the urge to watch it, but after some time, feedbacks were quite positive, well, really prove so.

Yesterday helped ZY celebrate his birthday and wao... he is 30 already. that's fast! Keke. sniggling away. Well for guys, it's alright.. 30 is just like 20 years old of his age. For ladies wise, this tend to be not the case, sobs.... reminds of me... 32 soon next month. Must keep myself fitter than ever! Buck Up!

This morning mum started doing her exercise and at 5.30am, she started doing her clapping and instantly, I was awake. Although I wanted to sleep back, it's rather hard. Hence, today I had a pretty bad mood.. not enough sleep and trying to catch more sleeps... Why dun let me sleep. I know not her fault but I still can't help but to get antagonise easily. Bad me... So now I am quite heated up somehow. Hai!

Wads' Up!

It's middle of the week and I am still chasing my HK dramas which is somewhere episode 38. Wosh.. that's pretty fast. But had burned a few nites watching continously till 1am , some at 2am, yesterday, I was so sleepy that I had dozed off couple of times during work. Guilty and I should work it out in a better manner, so that my body will stay healthy.

Last Thurday, I went Gym for 1.5hrs and burnt 420 calories, Sunday met up with TimTim and went cycling for 3 hours. Yesterday went gym for 1.5hrs and burned 500 calories. Keep up the good job. Hope my 3 month programme will come to a success (Burnt 900 - 1500 calories per week).

My Boss went Turkey and today will be the last day of freedom for tomorrow she will be back. When's can i see my holiday. The Type A H1N1 virus spreaded profusely and now numbered 726 in Singapore as of yesterday. A lot of school activities came to a halt to prevent further outbreak, and Singapore won HK already. Eweeks.. sounds scary.. What a flu!

Month End reporting starts. Buck Up. Tonite meeting sis and icelee for a dinner. Oh Yeah! Too bad tim Tim had a hot date over it. Think she will be v. busy bcos her bd at 5th July.. celebration week?! Haha... No maple life already and new life just started. Yes! Thats wad I wanted!

This month's updates

Haven't have much to update as lately, I was helping my sis chiong her WinnePooh till lvl 190, whilst before she was in the process of lvling, some hiccups came up. We had a ringer to play and the holiday 4x that keeps lagging as well as dc-ing. Causing a lot of commotion also came from out party mate Severulez where she cannot take in the stress as she have to "fly" back everyday in order to catch up the 4x. Suddenly on last tuesday, she flared as me and sis was joking with her calling her online, but I didn't know she was afking asnd I had just reached home before 8pm and having a dinner just after the gym. Sis and I was taken aback by her berracking and we decideded to call off the party at that instance and Sis's char was at that moment lvl 188.

So the next few days, me and sis was chionging away to get lvl 189. Hence on friday, I helped her chiong 25% with fugishi and then saturday another 75% to lvl 190 at 2am in the sunday morning, while watching "唐心风暴II之家好月圆" and I managed to watch finish the whole drama series. Wosh....that's simply fantastic. After the lvl 190 came up, I am so happily and tired, for I had fufilled sis's wish to get her lvl 190. And my slacking days came.

Maybe not v. used to the slack, I am watching more dramas and movies after work, and I also realised I was getting lazier than ever as i lost my goal to train sis's char. Also get to feel I am getting heavier, yesterday, i finally started my exercise of prolonging it to 1.5hrs in gym instead of 1hr as usual, also had intention of going gym every alt days instead of 1 week once as it's simply not enough to cater my desire. Yesterday, I came to read by an article that in a 12 weeks session, to make onself trim and fit, one have to exercise to burn 900 - 1500 calories per week which I had my 1st session at 420 calories used up. Hence, this will goes my temp goal in these 3 months. Hope my determination goes.

Last friday, I had learned the in-line skating at the RML's multi station games as CS, Jeslyn and I decided to try it out with instructor teaching us. Well, not many people particpated, but I dare to say, It's a very nice game. The coaches taught us how to stand up, fall down as well as how to skate slowly. Towards the last 10 minutes, after the 2 hours novice "crawling" or practicing, the instructor taught 3 of us how to do scootering, which is the actual skating. Well, we had grapsed the gist of it and just simply look forward to skate again in east coast this weekend. I really enjoy the game. I just sweat and shutter till all sweats dripped freely and leg so sore, et I simply dun feel like to stop, even when the instructor asked me whether I need a break, I told her "no". But the gears and protectors had a kinda smell, and we v. fast realise, it's sweat smell... haha... That goes that day's skating and we thoroughly enjoyed it. Good choice I had taken, but i regreted that at that time there's a training session of 4 weeks, I should enrol but it clashed with my chalet. I should have learn it earlier... Ouch!

Hmm... Now I started another HK drama series "珠光宝气" featuring 3 sisters in the circle of rich man's world. Seeing richman's slyness, cunning, as well as their idiotic laughs. That's the world I simply cannot fathom, as I think I will never reach that lvl. I have to just visualise myself in a virtual world that in that world, then I have billlions of virtual dollars. Haha... no choice... I started my Harry Potter again. July 15 will show Harry potter 6 - The half Blood prince in theatre, whilst I watched movie on Wednesday Transformer II - revenge of the fallen. Ok lah.. too action Packed. the whole movie casted Optimus Prime fighting to bad guy Megatrons and the decepticons. Well, I saw Transformer I earlier, so still can catch the story, but my poor mom didn't know.. haha.. that day sis bought 4 tickets and my family went. Sis, me, mum and b-i-l. Had subway and mum tried as well.. Haha.... 2 1st time she tried. Hope she will feel happy and not so bored off.. Sorry mum...

M at Suntec Last Weekend & latest updates

Last Saturday, I went to the suntec convention centre for there's a ASGF gaming exhibition in Suntec hall 603 and the M is also inside. hence, After googling on the cheaper rates of AP Reset, PPC that came w freebies, the pocuppine and the free in game items, hence sis and I and Tim Tim decided to queue for it. Then the whole afternoon we were actually mingling at the boothes and then we went home. Sunday, Tim Tim & I went down again and we managed to get the helmet in-game freebie. We saw XiaoLibet and ChongErFei and the m auction also.

The auction is ridiculous. Proven at the end of the day. Some people are damn too rich that they bear to depart real $ for some virtual weapon in game, where u can't feel or hold it in real. This can be $5k, $7k items each and they bidded it like their father open bank, and now is recession time. Hmm.. can see that gamers are not affected by recession at all. This sum of money can go for a long and nice tour. Haizz... After the auctio, Tim and I went starbucks for coffee and muffin.

This week I was so headache, for the headache keep coming back, maybe bcos of heat day and nite and it just make me too headache. Besides that, CS went holiday, and I cover her part, and sweat profusely. Haha.. make me feel going gym is redundant. Sweat at work is not a bad thing afterall. Having some adhocs and need to done ASAP. Tired... hope all goes smooth, and the auditors never audit and it's closing soon. Kinda make me worried, as the ISO thing I always kena scolde by boss even if it's not my matter and I had done it nicely. Buddha bless~

Latest Update

Had my own PC reformatted by ZY last friday.. Whee~~~~~~~~~ It's so fast as compare to previous where a lot of problems pop up like antivirus, blue screen, graphics card had problem, etc. Haha.. think it had some glitches here and there as it was been for some time since last format and a lot of stuffs were downloaded into!

Since last week, the Swine Flu outbreak happened in America and Mexico and seemed to add on the effect of the depression. This week seemed v. loose as no business, and is it the calmness before a thunderstorm (retrenchment?!) I don't know.

Saw YP last nite at Jurong Point as he was pushing the baby stroller. hmm.. BB is ard with baby Darius! I walked back but didn't managed to catch them and have a good chat with them. Haha.. Last evening, SP, CS, Agnes and GL with me went JP to have a bite. So, each of us bought something, and sat at 1 corner for the bites sharing. Had Kim Chi pancake, Si Lin fried chicken cutlet, mee suah and mushroom cheese crepe, as well as the honey drink w Aloe Vera. So full after that.

Went to gym at Jurong West Stadium ClubFitt on Monday and Thursday. Each duration is 1 hour and had make myself sweat it out. Shiok. But my standards started getting higher and I aslo pretty worried I cannot make it. Also the endurance through the process. It was quite fun in the start, but now as I get competitive to myself, I don't really like the feeling. Wonder why. Well, I will still continue the gym bcos I got the ball rolling and make myself a healthy me again!

Watching "不良校花" as I miss out last time. Hmm.... it's nice! Can really laugh it out and destress. I like it. Also, "肥田喜事" and it's quite funny also. Still watching both. Also Watched Marley and Me. A very touching movie, showed the process where a couple adopted a puppy golden retriever name Marley. The relationship between the couple from marriage, till tey have 1, 2 n 3rd child and then how they scrap through life. Somehow, life is like that, but I hate the feeling when Marley about to die and dying. It's so sad. My tears just auutomaticaly rolls down and I was simply crying like a cry baby. So touching. I give 9/10 for this movie. Luckily never watch at theatre, else all will see me amused with my aftermath of crying w a red face and dried tears, as well as the blocked nose with mucus stuck in.

Never really touch M le. I gaining back my normal life. I had many missing things during the playing M period. 4 years. I must get alive!

My Long weekend

Practically, my Good Friday long weekend didn't come out as expected. Not much activities, and I had been bossing ard in m from zakum to MY boss to Tree Boss. Haha.. I scrolled 3 30% scrolls for sis helm, and it's already tma24. Who knows, I itchy hand throw 1 more in, and unexpectedly, it didn't catch it and bombed! I was totally lost!. Then fidgetically, I ran to zk in hope for the free for all to get in and get my helm. Furthermore, I saw a few maplers like xChrisy, AintNoMore, sftg they all. Phew, so I managed to get a zk after the fight. Who knows sunday morning, I threw 1 scroll and it bombed. No fate! Hai.... Will go again some time this week to try again.

Last friday helped brother to fetch his goods to bugis mrt station to his workers, as he need to go reservice. He make me gan chiong sia. Cold sweat, so I managed to grab hold of sis to go out with me for 2 hours to get there. And ended up we waited near to 1 hour beofre the goods are in the hands of his workers. Bangalas from india....

Saturday evening had a splitting headache, and tried to sleep through, but ended up, I woke up and the pain still persisted. Quarrelled with mum for nothing, as she was complaining that I complain her soup. Hai.. Her food getting no taste, and doesn't look attractive enought for me. But I still eat. I just commented that her fishball soup, inside had fishballs only. Meaning, SOup+fishballs. So plain. Then during dinner, she started to say me and started crying saying she is old and hard for her to prepare food.

Told me off that she is hard to serve me, ask me to eat out alone next time. Wah kor... No need to serve. I buy my food easier. Then start saying ask me don't buy the food back for her, she don't want to eat. hai.. I lost of my words. Let her cool down. Stay at home always have this problem.. quarrel. I wonders wad so fun to quarrel. I just merely commented, and she cannot take it. Headache still persisted till sunday night, so I took 2 panadols after watching campus superstar finals, and seeing mum's black face. Sianz.... Have to run out of home this week then. That goes my 3 days bossing and making mum angry, causing the whole atmosphere to stiffen up for nothing. I hate it! Simi Good friday.. i Pui! Angry friday i think.

Last Week's Details

Last week, I was playing for my sis character and she lvled to 175 on saturday. Haha.. hmm... Recalling... went gym on Wednesday and cramped both legs.. tekong siah.. Then, went facial on saturday with sis for the 3rd time. Then the beautician keep asking me to take the $25 ampoule and I was struggling want or don't. Ended up, I still reject her. Now economy not so good. So, must save save. Haha...

After facial, we went to find Tim Tim at Kovan as the facial was at PS -15 mins interval by NE line which is pretty fast. Then we walked to a v. old coffeeshop and they sell the super crispy Orh Jian, finally had a try since that time we keep saying about it and it dragged for months. Haha. then, we walked to the hawker centre, and all of them started ordering all kinds of food. Oh my God! I ordered Ben Zhen Wanton Mee, while they ordered chicken Wings, the HK roasted pork and chicken, Curry mee, and Tim Tim bought Zhun Kueh, Ben Kueh and Gu Cai kueh, and we bought tiramisu from TCC. That was a feast! 8 course lunch, and by the time we half eaten, I am damn full. Burping away! LOL.. Ended up, the kuehs I brought back home for dinner.

Actually wanted to go round searching the Tao Sha Piah from Lorong Ah Soo, but it was pretty late at 4pm already, Sis have to rush home for assignment, while Tim Tim had another round of gathering at the evening at PS. Hence, we move off to supermarket. TT bought the popcorns for us to pop and some Char Siew Su. OMG, she really po fei siah. So, we went back. I ask sis to bring the stuff back, while still savouring at the TSP we said earlier, i went chinatown instead to source for it. Wao, I found it, and bought 2 packets - 10 pcs. yummy. It's simply delicious. mummy ate and asked me isit I bought from Balestiaer. Wah.. She also knows Balestiaer had TSP, bcos during the times when she's working, her colleagues ever bought for her to eat. hmm.. means this is up to standard. Thumbs up.. Mamamia!

Went to buy my groceries after in search of TSP and then went home. Play sis character as she was 90%, hence after lvled up for her, I went to find my cousins for chit chat. Then back at 12+ and it was pretty late. The next day, I was supposed to help sis train her character, but halfway at 4pm, I cannot tahan anymore, and went sleeping till 8.30pm. So sorry Tim Tim was left behind halfway. Resume my training at 9pm till she lvled( lvl 148), then sis at 33%. That went my 1 week. Haha.. upcoming is the BBQ this saturday, and heard 40+ pax going.. going to be fun n messy! Haha....

Whole week's 4x chionging

Since last sunday, practically in m for all the 4x I had attended to training sis char as well as with Tim Tim. And after 1 week, I had lvled up 4 lvls, and Tim Tim, oh gosh... like 10 lvls.. That's simply to say Marvellous! After today, there 4x had gone, and I bought 1 month 2x. Will play if I like to, but not so intensive. Play too much, keep dreaming and become restless as well.

Last week, I was clearing my big boss's samples that he brought back from IRAN. And they never pass to me earlier, only a week later, bcos he never really relay the information properly f need to be tested. Hence, until last monday, when he asked about the results, the sample was simply trashed at 1 side and they started gan chiong. Keep bugging me how long to test. I told them about 1 to 1.5 weeks as I havent really evaluate if I have enough reagents, standards, gases, standardisation due etc. But they forcefully wanted the results even when the samples was not in my hand. SO I sacrificed my lunch times and rest, with other jobs like doing justification, buying chemicals all sort of things. I see my boss very stress I also don't wish to comment much.

On Thursday, my boss said she wanted to pass the whole chunk of ISO 9001 to me from planning, set questions, to all the documentations. Wah.. wad a big junk. I dunno if I can cope, and I think will start next week, as I left like 1 month or less to prepare. A lot of read ups as well. On Friday morning, my mood was totally dreanched. my boss talked to me saying I was very slow in producing the results, but they don't know that I only left the last test to clear and I can gif it to them by 10.30am. Damn.. Say I slow, you think your samples so easy to do meh. Each sample have 5-7 parameters all like tedious. And 3 samples plus a production sample. Wanted the results in 1 week. Damn it. Need to be so pushy? The tests all damn tedious and need half a day to 1 at least, and the sample was given only at monday afternoon after lunch.

It's their mistake, and don't come to blame me about I am slow or wad. Kanasai. Kuku people always have kuku acts. They simply pointing fingers around. Then friday afternoon, my boss said that instruments need to off all power supply if not in use, bcos need to conserve 5% energy to combat the recession. I had a laugh, bcos they always conserving. I wonder how far can they fetch. Laugh out loud. I was v. pissed off that morning, but after throwing out my grievances to my colleague, I felt better. Don't let these people spoil my mood. Also my boss want to pass the whole portion of monthly reporting to me. Wah.. they really think I am super... I hope I can... God bless!

Chong for sis char & Quit HT batch!

Wah.. this week have the 2x, so I bought 2x exp ticket for sis and played 2 days continuous at night. think will play much this month for I bought the whole month's 2x. Was in pt with tim tim and her SE boost up sis's dmg and think had 90% 1 hit. From monday she lvled , she is now 48% for 2 nites. Wao... that's fast. The 4x from 8-10pm sure helps a lot in training. Think won't go exercise this week, to help her gain more lvls. Will resume next week.

Sis was commenting her mogu vs iceberg wand, and the dmg is 15k+ diff at least. cannot make it. She simply love her iceberg wand way too much to her mogu, but too bad she cannot sell mogu away bcos it's locked. Hai...... I got my 2 batches money.. 88m, and after tax 84m... wah seh.. at hh's batch not bad sia... better off than mine.. Hai... too bad cannot enrol in. I am leaving my own's batch after this friday. Oh yeah... Goodbyes to midnite torning HT le! Always too tiring the day after the batch and ombie all day! Can concentrate sis's char also. 1 more batch to go! I so kuku last monday they cancel, and i dunno and woke up, end up realised at 1am that it's cancelled. Then I cannot sleep properly back anymore. Lousy me~

As for daily work. Just hogging on adhoc samples still.. think shall complete by friday! Myself.. got scalded at waraku, cut when doing the tomatoes and glasswares, bird shit fell on me. Wah.... like v. unlucky this period. Hopefully will change better. Haha.. God bless~

Weekends Special

Last Saturday, I went IT show with Eugene and Ah Li after delay time till 4.15pm, as we can go together as anticipated that it will be very crowded. Wanted to meet my 3 cute cousins, but seemed that we didn't able to meet up as they had something to do, and can only meet at jurong point to discuss taiwan trip in June.

So, I happily cycled Xiao Hua to jurong point and realised I am late. So I was demanded to give them a treat. Well, I had the intention, but not bcos I am late, but bcos I got promoted. On the train, I checked with them about the bicycle price bcos I saw a super cheap bicycle at $80 which looks ok lah... I don't really expect alot from bicycles, so long it can fetch me from point A to point B without much discomfort. Who knows Ah Li said want to buy it as Birthday present! I don't want. Such sentimental value bicycle if I lost it I will be super sad, bcos it's a gift. i rather I buy myself, at least lost is me to blame. After Xiao Qiang was stolen last november, I already had the despaired feeling as it shared common memory as of my late father who always help me fetch my Xiao Qiang back from jurong Point as well as change tires. And, so cheapo for my bd present. poke si ta men! I DUN WANT!

After reached CityHall, the citylink was super Jammed. All went to the same destination - Suntec Convention centre for IT show. Eugene asked me, " You really want to go ah??" as he said nothing much as he came down the day earlier, and it was super packed. Slow traffic till Marina area and we went to buy Godiva chocolate drink cost $10 each, but very nice! Haha.. Alot better than the ones in starbucks or TCC lor! So we drink happily to Suntec after detouring from Marina to SUntec.

I told him since here, just go in, bcos I wanted to buy my DVD player. But I also understand his intention. Can just go Sim Lim to buy, is as equivalent. True enough, they don't sell that anymore. I couldn't find, instead portable type which is twice costly. I only managed to get a USB plug adapter socket, thats all. After the squeezing, we went to BurBerry sale at that area also. Very tight security and all our items had to be tied in plastic bag. The sale is 30 - 90% but each dress, coat or wadever costs thousands of dollars. So ended up 1 simple t-shirt is $200+, 1 saw a bag after 80% cost $ 580, a shoe at 80% cost $254. Hmm... I can buy better and more fashionable apparrels rather than those "old stock". So, didn't managed to go, we went to take our dinner at that point 8.30pm. Went waraku instead of the buona vista for crabs. We waited near 40mins at that point about 9.25pm to step in and sit down, by then already exhausted like wad. Cousins didn't come to find us, so we ordered all kinds of sets from beef (although I didn't eat), the tempura and salmon sashimi set, as well as noodles set. Also tried the cabbage and egg side dish as well as the steam egg. After the meal, we saw people drinking beer. I asked them want to try beer?

They look a bit surprised as I will pose this type of question. So before they settle for last mouthful of dinner, we got the manager and asked him about the sake for 1 serving and 2 servings and price. So we took a 2 servings where it's about 6-7 cups shared with 3 of us. Hmm.. sake is not bad. Haha... but Ah li and I started tipsy after 2 cups. It's so relaxing to settle dinner outside and had a drink in this manner. After the dinner, I am blushed, and abit high. Haha... Then we went home and I reached home around 12am. Went chit chat awhile in maple and halfway I am down and slept.

Next day at Sunday is rather a angry day. Bcos I need to go and fetch the car, and the car is missing. Then my brother said he parked at jurong Point Park, but I couldn't find it. Wad the hack. Ended up I cycle near 1 hour and I gave up. He came to pick me up at JP and I gave him a tongue lashing. Poor communication.

After that is already 10.30am and we went down to pray my late maternity grandparents as it's my grandma's death anniversary. I still remember my mum said she passed away somewhere after CNY when I was 2 years old. I had never seen them in my life. So, when we reach there, i dunno is it bcos Qing Ming is nearer and people started praying, but I do remember they said at 19th March onwards when I went to buy the joss paper and I overheard people talking about this event. When we are praying, another group came and we are sqeezing together. Weirdo.

After that we went to pray my late father. His carpet grass was relayed and take care of it bcos the 1st 2 years brother had trouble keeping it to neat manner, so we decided pay a fee to relayed it bcos the bad grass all grown high and had ants, looked messy. So seemed they are doing a great job and it's so neat. Haha.. think my lao pa will love it! Sad my paternal late grandparent's tomb wasn't really attended much as my 4th uncle like v. busy and wild grass had all grown up. Well, this I leave it to my uncles and aunties. They don't care, why shd I. I am always so cynic towards my aunties and uncles for their bo chap attitude.

After that I reached home and was dead tired. But I wanted to chong for sis character bcos there's 2x. So I chong with boon and tim tim, by 11.40pm already 92% and achieved ard 60%. Not bad. And had a dream this morning, so funny. I was a cat in the dream, and halfway I was awoken by my stupid alarm clock. Argh... but it was so funny!

Meetup with many m friends

Last Friday, I went for gym at my place with ZY. After all the threadmills, cycling, and some muscle tonning effects that took me about 1hr 45mins, I barely can take it already. So waited for him to end and shower, we went to the 4th floor for a japanese food. I had many sushi, fried tofu, fried prawns and handrolls, and practically stuffed me so full. Also had some chats with him as it's always in a group where we go out, and it's 1st time he and I alone chatting for the rest cannot go for the gym. After the chat, actually I am quite lost, bcos some things are really out for me. Wonders also. But ended up he gave me a treat. Thanks ZY for the treat and gym.

On Saturday, Tim Tim went down to cyrus to meet up with Coco and HH group for their HT excursion. As usual, she was being serviced, but bcos at that point, it's easy to be serviced. But since the patch was done last wednesday, all serviced guys must go in to the main body in order to start the HT, else HT cannot be started. Well, I think GM's idea is to deter people from svcing ppl for mesos or real cash. I asked them to go down 1st, and I will meet them at lunch time as we are going down Ikea for chicken wings and Tim Tim's meat balls (I cannot eat bcos it's stuffed with beef and pork).

At 10.30am I went out. From Dover MRT station, I took bus 14 and continue another 21 bus stops to reach River Valley Road, Cyrus. When reach at 12+, I went in to find them and saw the whole bunch inside. They cannot play HT bcos almost everyone was dced and ended up, we went to Tiong Bahru market by cab for makan spree. I ordered 3 plates of orh jian for sharing as well as myself a bowl of peanut soup with dumplings. Also tried the curry with french bread. Not bad. Also had chit chats with 8 of them including Jock and XH(his gf). HH and XiaoJo with XpressHeart and the 1 cyrus guy (forgot his name). After chats, we separated out, and Coco's group went to Joe's house for mahjong session, and Tim Tim, Jock, XH and I went Ikea. I had 2 chicken wings and a kid's burger meal that make me so full. Tim tim and I alighted at wrong bus stop halfway, ended up we waited next round that was so long time, and was laughed by Jock as we took so long to reach. Went JB nia?!

Later part we went to TCC at AnchorPoint for further chats. Like Tai tai life, we chat until the nite drawn down and around 10+, we realised we chat too far off and had to go home. Exchange a lot of life's experiences from all of them and it's so interesting to hear like City Hall's shelter during bombs that had kitchen's etc, the Suhnami's deaths and how people save. The diver's encounters, fishing, etc. At midnite, I went to buy 300m worth of scrolls and within 2 min, I bombed it all. I wanted to kill myself. Emooo......

Sunday morning, I was fulling v. lethargic as my m just started. Slept almost whole day and headache. Also had a very bad mood bcos not feeling well, so sleep is still a better option to release the frustrations. Play m for pq but ended up, I played till lvl 25, and started to think should I continue, as I had so many int gears havent buy and they cost a bomb after the stupid inflation!

This morning I slept full, but I am still having headache, wonders why.. Hai...