Since I had been as old as now, I felt like I am working and living my life in vain. No achievements, no complete life. Wad I have is still single and a pc of fat lump the needs me to slowly torture it to a slimmer so as to stay healthier. Pathetic!
Well... writing cards for my 2 birthday buddies whose birthdays fell at 2 days apart, and celebrate for them later. Maybe is raining time, weathe so cooling, listening to the sentimental love songs makes my heart tender loving. Memories fell passed me to times when we are sec school times, the stupid me, the nerdy Bingbing and the blur blur Huili. Studying, dreaming and talking nonsense is our forte. Actually, I think I don't really like studying. That's why my results sucks. I only have a v. dilignt mind, that I need to study bcos it's a path to a better life, as I always know from young.. money is not easy to earn. U suffer earlier than in the later. Bcos life isn't always in a bed of roses.
Seeing both my buddies, 1 as a tai tai and living as a housewife with maid. The other also not bad bcos marriage looks fine to me. They are far more superior to me, despite I having the highest education. their life is complete. Me, no partner, no goals and no big prospects, let alone a good job. No principle. Looks pleasantly happy bcos I can watch my fav serial dramas, exercising becomes my goal and a lot of question marks to my future. Getting solemn and retarded in thinking. Old me already! Damn!
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009
Edward's Farewell
After Edward Loo's hard work for this company, he finally stepped down his position as a store personnel with a lot of regrets and disappointments, and the old man at his age of 62 should be leaving at mid September , yet he forgo all his leaves just to leave this company as soon as possible. Wad a ridicule.
Working from NatSteel way back to NatSteel Chemicals since 30+ years ago, he belonged to Group Technology at the time I just enetered as a LT. He was a R&D technical personnel, with full of experience and little in paperwork. He is expert to the refractory physical testing, as well as Lab based, knowing AAs and all the wet methods of water treatment. But since the steel mill was sold, there's a lot of job change for him. I still remember the time when I just in, he is a very energetic, full of vigour person at the age of 59. Well, he not young anymore, but he offered his help to SRC and actually established the weekly badminton court at Bukit Batok Sec School. His liason with the principal, as he was a instructor himself, boost alot of audiences as well. He offered to teach me free badminton, yet I was too lazy for it.
After a year, Siti after Ah Chong left, there's a lot of changes. Edward was literally forced to replace Siti's place. A position looked to be easy, yet after he took over (with little experience in that) , he messed up the whole store. Goods went missing and accounts all in chaotic, let alone my department. Everyone started pin point him, till all gave up and tried to co-ordinate with him, till every month stock take. All staff seems hopeless against him, but under great stress, after Andy came and slow picking up, he finally build up his rapport with Andy and Felix, and his mistakes tuned down, which was after his 1 year.
I didn't know if management is actually v. mad at him, but at the 1st place, he was forced to take the job. To ask a wrong person to do a right job is totally out. All people suffers! But management just bear with it, bcos they see his efforts in the company. Day finally came. At mid July, HR approached him at the wrong place to announce his denial of service after the age of 62, causing disruptions to his normal work life. A old man should be greatly appreciated with n years working in the company, yet after the inappropriate timing and wrong place to announcement, the old man started thinking negative, and he was suffering from depression, and was refered to mental hospital with some treatment. Having suffered an great injustice, he finally came to terms after the apologetic GM and HR for their inappropriate acts in announcement of his retirement, and co would no longer let him service the company after his retirement age.
Yesterday, I went store to have a final handshake before he leave, I can see his dessolution and disappointment face. Although he tried to hide it, for he wanted it to be amiable ending towards the cold company. He must have had crying in his heart. The agonising feel. When Siah and I was chatting away, he mentioned about his thoughts. Stella, Shafiee and Zhou You, with Choon Sin came over to give him the last farewell greetings, and we really hope he will be happy always, after leaving this stupid company. I also had quite a thought to this company, and it's just a mean company, cold hearted and selfish.
To a retiree man Pak Edward, I ressolute you. Thanks for all your efforts and helps you had rendered me. Appreciated.
Working from NatSteel way back to NatSteel Chemicals since 30+ years ago, he belonged to Group Technology at the time I just enetered as a LT. He was a R&D technical personnel, with full of experience and little in paperwork. He is expert to the refractory physical testing, as well as Lab based, knowing AAs and all the wet methods of water treatment. But since the steel mill was sold, there's a lot of job change for him. I still remember the time when I just in, he is a very energetic, full of vigour person at the age of 59. Well, he not young anymore, but he offered his help to SRC and actually established the weekly badminton court at Bukit Batok Sec School. His liason with the principal, as he was a instructor himself, boost alot of audiences as well. He offered to teach me free badminton, yet I was too lazy for it.
After a year, Siti after Ah Chong left, there's a lot of changes. Edward was literally forced to replace Siti's place. A position looked to be easy, yet after he took over (with little experience in that) , he messed up the whole store. Goods went missing and accounts all in chaotic, let alone my department. Everyone started pin point him, till all gave up and tried to co-ordinate with him, till every month stock take. All staff seems hopeless against him, but under great stress, after Andy came and slow picking up, he finally build up his rapport with Andy and Felix, and his mistakes tuned down, which was after his 1 year.
I didn't know if management is actually v. mad at him, but at the 1st place, he was forced to take the job. To ask a wrong person to do a right job is totally out. All people suffers! But management just bear with it, bcos they see his efforts in the company. Day finally came. At mid July, HR approached him at the wrong place to announce his denial of service after the age of 62, causing disruptions to his normal work life. A old man should be greatly appreciated with n years working in the company, yet after the inappropriate timing and wrong place to announcement, the old man started thinking negative, and he was suffering from depression, and was refered to mental hospital with some treatment. Having suffered an great injustice, he finally came to terms after the apologetic GM and HR for their inappropriate acts in announcement of his retirement, and co would no longer let him service the company after his retirement age.
Yesterday, I went store to have a final handshake before he leave, I can see his dessolution and disappointment face. Although he tried to hide it, for he wanted it to be amiable ending towards the cold company. He must have had crying in his heart. The agonising feel. When Siah and I was chatting away, he mentioned about his thoughts. Stella, Shafiee and Zhou You, with Choon Sin came over to give him the last farewell greetings, and we really hope he will be happy always, after leaving this stupid company. I also had quite a thought to this company, and it's just a mean company, cold hearted and selfish.
To a retiree man Pak Edward, I ressolute you. Thanks for all your efforts and helps you had rendered me. Appreciated.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Free to air!
Yesterday, I was wondering if I had dreamt the previous nite bcos I couldn't remember at all if I had (maybe), yet I am so tired. At 4+, I couldn't take it anymore and had been dozing away (bcos I am free at the point). Getting from bad to worse. Last nite was dreaming away again. So sad. I can feel I am tired despite early sleep at 11+.
Sis bought the "Hua Yang" OST and "Love 101" compilation back, but this morning, I realised I had the compilation bcos Tim Tim had gave me the mp3 songs like 3 months ago?! Sis never asked me. Wasted. Had some loss interactions seems. She asked me this morning if I had the "Ming Zhong" OST and I told her I had. Luckily she asked me, else she's gonna buy it again. Haha. Well, why I had, bcos I like the OST also, so I went to find the songs. Haha.. we sisters seems to have the same taste in recent songs, but the "Ming Zhong" OST is really nice, quite influenced by the drama as it's v. touching, the actor and actress really brings the character alive, proves their acting skills that can touch the audience's heart.
Well, I changed the new layout of the room with 1 pc dismantled, and changed my pc to sis's pc. Also, hide my pc at the corner, bcos I feel the room v. small v. the pc and it's hard to walk around. Since I have a new laptop, I might as well use it while sis uses hers, so we won't fight like that. Also, no m, no need so many pc around in room. It's making the room cramp like hell. But she seemed to be v. irritated by facebook's uploading pic tools as the install activeXcontrol stuff had problems, so she just cant upload multiple pics. Poor thing, but just feel the room don't deserve to be cramp.
Think my temper easily fall off when she started pushing my pc. All my efforts gone into dust. I didn't realise I am getting so short tempered (or I too contented in changing my life better). I don't feel a damn thing when the room had 3 pcs and all squeezed into a lump last time. Maybe too much free time nowadays as no more m, so I can think better. Good or bad, I hope is a good thing! Sorry sis I don't mean it.
Sis bought the "Hua Yang" OST and "Love 101" compilation back, but this morning, I realised I had the compilation bcos Tim Tim had gave me the mp3 songs like 3 months ago?! Sis never asked me. Wasted. Had some loss interactions seems. She asked me this morning if I had the "Ming Zhong" OST and I told her I had. Luckily she asked me, else she's gonna buy it again. Haha. Well, why I had, bcos I like the OST also, so I went to find the songs. Haha.. we sisters seems to have the same taste in recent songs, but the "Ming Zhong" OST is really nice, quite influenced by the drama as it's v. touching, the actor and actress really brings the character alive, proves their acting skills that can touch the audience's heart.
Well, I changed the new layout of the room with 1 pc dismantled, and changed my pc to sis's pc. Also, hide my pc at the corner, bcos I feel the room v. small v. the pc and it's hard to walk around. Since I have a new laptop, I might as well use it while sis uses hers, so we won't fight like that. Also, no m, no need so many pc around in room. It's making the room cramp like hell. But she seemed to be v. irritated by facebook's uploading pic tools as the install activeXcontrol stuff had problems, so she just cant upload multiple pics. Poor thing, but just feel the room don't deserve to be cramp.
Think my temper easily fall off when she started pushing my pc. All my efforts gone into dust. I didn't realise I am getting so short tempered (or I too contented in changing my life better). I don't feel a damn thing when the room had 3 pcs and all squeezed into a lump last time. Maybe too much free time nowadays as no more m, so I can think better. Good or bad, I hope is a good thing! Sorry sis I don't mean it.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
3 weeks summary.. Aduiz~
Haha, as usual, exercising became part of my healthy life after m which I had dropped completely. Tue and Thu became my routine which became my favourite and hate as well. Hate is because the duration of 1.5 hours which ache me and make me v. active at nites, causing disruptions in nite which is in the form of restless (tossing here and there) or dreaming, and I can sleep till 4am in the morning and I no longer able to sleep and start countdown till dawn to go to work, ended up I am in a lethargic state for many weeks since, and also the dieting via mum's cooking and own's experimental food intake is a dilemmna bcos I really hate to see her disappointing face. Well, aching as well, but I had been getting used to it.
As for the favourite, I can see that my weight had started dropping slightly. Also, exercising had make my breathing more regular, I mean during the jogging threadmill, I can breathe better and had made advancements, like running at speed 9.3 continuously for 21.5mins and burned 242 calories. Achieving something like this is like beyond myself especally for a plump person like me, and I can jog non stop is somehow quite impossibly done, but I made it. Oh yeah. I can feel myself in a better state nowadays when I run around or walk long distance and it didn't bother me at all. Haha..
As for normal daily life, watching online HK and taiwan dramas become part and parcel of my life already, and I really enjoy it. Now watching "福气又安康" but till now it's still at episode 12 bcos taiwan is showing till ch 12 as of last sunday. Such a new show! Finished watching "烈火雄心III" , quite dull as I find the leading actor and actress are quite mull and not as expressive in their acting. Hmm... watched "恶魔在身边" and quite a show. A lot of kissing here and there, but as for content wise, it's more like university life andBGR. Yang Chen Lin is very suitable for this type of show I think. Cute and typical girlish small size built that sure attracts many guys. I sounds like weird. Haha.. Just a comment.
Last weekend, I dated sis and Ah Li to get her her hairdryer at Philips staff shop and bought Ah Li the latest model's hairdryer of which she wanted badly. Also, got taka voucher for BingBing as her present. Also a present for babe and TT. Haha... Then we went shopping at taka and I got myself a sports bra for exercising bcos it's more comfortable. So, had lunch with sis, Ah Li and Eugene, had dinner with Ah Li and Eugene, then we bought Royce chocolates. Went to their house and watched UP.
After watching UP, we realise it was raining so heavily, thus after a while, I decided to go home at 12am bcos I feel v. tired, and my bed is more comfortable. So, while it's raining, I went home. Who knows at the way back home to bro's block (as they are staying next block away), I saw bro's car. So, I was stopped by brother. Happened that sis-in-law and her father went to the 7th month dinner and they were drunk. So, brother waited for hours at the void deck for Yanling to be sober from her wine, but till that point, she was still v. drunk and asleep. So, he asked me to help him carry her upstairs.
1st time carry her with brother and also see her so drunk, she was really unconscious. So, we carry her along, and sweating profusely, bcos she was heavy. Till halfway top, I already no strength, bcos I felt we had carry wrongly, depeleting alot of out strengths. So I decided to change a carrying method, while he carry shoulder, I carry leg. then we finally move her back to her bed, then bro sent me back. Then I realise, my hand n leg not mine.. I no strength at all.. Haha... next few days turned aching, until today it's much much better. Bro wanted me to keep a secret, maybe dun wan to embarrase my sis-in-law I suppose.
Last Sunday went 7th month dinner with mother to her old friends cum neighbour used to live at Yew tee there as it's usual practice. So, I thought it was still at CCK near the CC, but when we reached there, mum told me it's not. Then said at Blk 760 there. I completely had no idea where it is! Aduiz... like got played out. Then we walked the whole round, then after asking ppl around, finally found the coffee shop at Blk 160A which is the right place (which is located near the Post Office of Teck Waye Ave). Had some quarrels and arguments with mum and I see her no strength after the long distance walk, I also dun bear to disappoint her. Luckily we found it. After 1 hour dinner, we took cab home. Hai.. wad an encounter. I dun know should be laughing at it or crying at it.
As for the favourite, I can see that my weight had started dropping slightly. Also, exercising had make my breathing more regular, I mean during the jogging threadmill, I can breathe better and had made advancements, like running at speed 9.3 continuously for 21.5mins and burned 242 calories. Achieving something like this is like beyond myself especally for a plump person like me, and I can jog non stop is somehow quite impossibly done, but I made it. Oh yeah. I can feel myself in a better state nowadays when I run around or walk long distance and it didn't bother me at all. Haha..
As for normal daily life, watching online HK and taiwan dramas become part and parcel of my life already, and I really enjoy it. Now watching "福气又安康" but till now it's still at episode 12 bcos taiwan is showing till ch 12 as of last sunday. Such a new show! Finished watching "烈火雄心III" , quite dull as I find the leading actor and actress are quite mull and not as expressive in their acting. Hmm... watched "恶魔在身边" and quite a show. A lot of kissing here and there, but as for content wise, it's more like university life andBGR. Yang Chen Lin is very suitable for this type of show I think. Cute and typical girlish small size built that sure attracts many guys. I sounds like weird. Haha.. Just a comment.
Last weekend, I dated sis and Ah Li to get her her hairdryer at Philips staff shop and bought Ah Li the latest model's hairdryer of which she wanted badly. Also, got taka voucher for BingBing as her present. Also a present for babe and TT. Haha... Then we went shopping at taka and I got myself a sports bra for exercising bcos it's more comfortable. So, had lunch with sis, Ah Li and Eugene, had dinner with Ah Li and Eugene, then we bought Royce chocolates. Went to their house and watched UP.
After watching UP, we realise it was raining so heavily, thus after a while, I decided to go home at 12am bcos I feel v. tired, and my bed is more comfortable. So, while it's raining, I went home. Who knows at the way back home to bro's block (as they are staying next block away), I saw bro's car. So, I was stopped by brother. Happened that sis-in-law and her father went to the 7th month dinner and they were drunk. So, brother waited for hours at the void deck for Yanling to be sober from her wine, but till that point, she was still v. drunk and asleep. So, he asked me to help him carry her upstairs.
1st time carry her with brother and also see her so drunk, she was really unconscious. So, we carry her along, and sweating profusely, bcos she was heavy. Till halfway top, I already no strength, bcos I felt we had carry wrongly, depeleting alot of out strengths. So I decided to change a carrying method, while he carry shoulder, I carry leg. then we finally move her back to her bed, then bro sent me back. Then I realise, my hand n leg not mine.. I no strength at all.. Haha... next few days turned aching, until today it's much much better. Bro wanted me to keep a secret, maybe dun wan to embarrase my sis-in-law I suppose.
Last Sunday went 7th month dinner with mother to her old friends cum neighbour used to live at Yew tee there as it's usual practice. So, I thought it was still at CCK near the CC, but when we reached there, mum told me it's not. Then said at Blk 760 there. I completely had no idea where it is! Aduiz... like got played out. Then we walked the whole round, then after asking ppl around, finally found the coffee shop at Blk 160A which is the right place (which is located near the Post Office of Teck Waye Ave). Had some quarrels and arguments with mum and I see her no strength after the long distance walk, I also dun bear to disappoint her. Luckily we found it. After 1 hour dinner, we took cab home. Hai.. wad an encounter. I dun know should be laughing at it or crying at it.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
2 weeks' summary
Last week, I went gym thrice on tue, thu and fri and done 520, 550 and 520 calories. As suggested by ZY, I decided to stop home cook food for a while, as I see my body weight going down to 68-69kg. So, I maintain my own diet, but mum seemed upset alot bcos I already stop eating for 2 days. So I explained to her briefly, hoping she undersatnd. She looks disappointed. I did not pin point her food, but just wanna watch my diet.
Ok so scenerio goes, I decided to have bread and milk for dinner so that I don't stuff myself, then watch my favourite taiwan idol soap operas. Haha.. watched a couple of shows like "fated to love you", also "Lian Xiang" and "Fang yang de xing xing" Fated to love you depicts a ordinary OL lady with a v. plain outlook went to a cruise in hope will have a happy ending with the "boyfriend who knows he actually went flirting with another lady. She herself had a accidental love-making session with a boss in cruise where the boss thought she was the ideal girlfriend who suppose to met up on cruise and propose to her. So, the poor fated OL found herself pregnant and the boy wanted to take responsibility, but treating her as a giving birth lady.
Towards the end, the OL lady Chen Xin Yi thought the boss Ji Chen Xi doesn't want the baby and she met up an accident while the boy went after her due to the boy's ideal girlfriend Anna making use of the boy's name to ask Xin Yi to abort the 3 month old baby. So goes, the Chen Xi went deeply in love with the Xin Yi despite her miscarriage. The gal hated the boy she loved so much, even don't dare to tell him she love him bcos in their contractual, the gal wasn't suppose to love him, else the contract will terminate immediately.
The gal had a showdown with the boy after 2 years in Shanghai, which the boy was so happy. The gal was so afraid her true feelings will had a betrayal from the boy, kept a distance away from him, yet as the show progresses, they both had a v. strong desire to be together, yet fate played them around. Of course towards the end, Anna gave up this relationship as she knew the boy love Xin Yi. Xin Yi finally be with Chen Xi, and she found herself infertile, due to the accident causing her miscarriaged 2 years ago. Ended up, she wanted to leave the boy bcos she knew he love kids alot. But after many obstacles, they got married, and she was pregnant again after months. Of course, the doctor claimed that she was infertile was actually bogus. wad a joke. TWisting here and there making the audiences worried for the couple.
I only like the 2nd part where the gal transformed from an ordinally Office Lady (OL) to a career lady as a disciple of a Artist. The gal had a strong upfront, despite a v. soft hearted and a loving heart. 2 thumbs up. Think only a drama have this type of scenerio, as in real life, a human character seldom change so drastically, of none I knew so far.
Alright. Over the long weekend, had a facial with sis, and sis bought me alot of facial products, and make-ups as my belated birthday present. Thx sis. Besides that, watched another show Shinning Stars Fang Yang De Xin Xin which goes Like the boy who cried wolf, Xia Zhi Xing had lied one too many times. So when she did tell the truth, nobody believed her except for the most unlikely person, Zhong Tian Qi, a runaway young master of a jewelry empire. His belief in her inspired her to become a real jewelry designer instead of a lying, scheming jewelry con artist. In the process, she taught him the real value of jewels that he is destined to inherit. Quite a nice show as well. Of these 2 shows, can see that this show, the leading actor and actresses are better in the latter. Haha.. well, just enjoy it.
Ok so scenerio goes, I decided to have bread and milk for dinner so that I don't stuff myself, then watch my favourite taiwan idol soap operas. Haha.. watched a couple of shows like "fated to love you", also "Lian Xiang" and "Fang yang de xing xing" Fated to love you depicts a ordinary OL lady with a v. plain outlook went to a cruise in hope will have a happy ending with the "boyfriend who knows he actually went flirting with another lady. She herself had a accidental love-making session with a boss in cruise where the boss thought she was the ideal girlfriend who suppose to met up on cruise and propose to her. So, the poor fated OL found herself pregnant and the boy wanted to take responsibility, but treating her as a giving birth lady.
Towards the end, the OL lady Chen Xin Yi thought the boss Ji Chen Xi doesn't want the baby and she met up an accident while the boy went after her due to the boy's ideal girlfriend Anna making use of the boy's name to ask Xin Yi to abort the 3 month old baby. So goes, the Chen Xi went deeply in love with the Xin Yi despite her miscarriage. The gal hated the boy she loved so much, even don't dare to tell him she love him bcos in their contractual, the gal wasn't suppose to love him, else the contract will terminate immediately.
The gal had a showdown with the boy after 2 years in Shanghai, which the boy was so happy. The gal was so afraid her true feelings will had a betrayal from the boy, kept a distance away from him, yet as the show progresses, they both had a v. strong desire to be together, yet fate played them around. Of course towards the end, Anna gave up this relationship as she knew the boy love Xin Yi. Xin Yi finally be with Chen Xi, and she found herself infertile, due to the accident causing her miscarriaged 2 years ago. Ended up, she wanted to leave the boy bcos she knew he love kids alot. But after many obstacles, they got married, and she was pregnant again after months. Of course, the doctor claimed that she was infertile was actually bogus. wad a joke. TWisting here and there making the audiences worried for the couple.
I only like the 2nd part where the gal transformed from an ordinally Office Lady (OL) to a career lady as a disciple of a Artist. The gal had a strong upfront, despite a v. soft hearted and a loving heart. 2 thumbs up. Think only a drama have this type of scenerio, as in real life, a human character seldom change so drastically, of none I knew so far.
Alright. Over the long weekend, had a facial with sis, and sis bought me alot of facial products, and make-ups as my belated birthday present. Thx sis. Besides that, watched another show Shinning Stars Fang Yang De Xin Xin which goes Like the boy who cried wolf, Xia Zhi Xing had lied one too many times. So when she did tell the truth, nobody believed her except for the most unlikely person, Zhong Tian Qi, a runaway young master of a jewelry empire. His belief in her inspired her to become a real jewelry designer instead of a lying, scheming jewelry con artist. In the process, she taught him the real value of jewels that he is destined to inherit. Quite a nice show as well. Of these 2 shows, can see that this show, the leading actor and actresses are better in the latter. Haha.. well, just enjoy it.
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