HT Killer - I got nothing in the end

Last Monday as usual, 12am I need to wake up. Before that, I went for a jog at 8pm and then slept at 10pm, but ended up I was tossing away till 12am. By 12 am, I was dazed, bcos aching due to the jog as I just started (Day 1). I asked people to door but gave all my rocks away blurry. Went in HT and started the fight at 12.45am with 22 people, ended up less than 12 people as no more revive and all of them having a super fierce fight. Also, I died twice and used up 1 charm and lost 1%. Not worth at all. Lastly, the last 5%, I got dced. KNS! No salary. Wasted double my pots, efforts and time of sleep. 3.30am still in fight. Fainted. I hate it!

As for normal daily life, I started my jogging. Last last tuesday I went for my 1st run, monday the 2nd run and yesterday the 3rd. Although aching at 1st, I realise my speed and pace getting better and just wanna sweat it out. Quite loving it. I will stay tuned as I always wanted to start but nv suceeded for 1 year plus, so time to shed some fats accumulated in my body! Haha..

Last last saturday had a meetup with Tim Tim and Ice babe.Went to the cafe Cartel again for the Pork Rib and Chicken Chop at Valentines day, but I really don't wish to stay at home, sucks. I forgo Coco's group for they went for bbq buffet again and I dun want to get stuffed for nothing as I was stuffed w gd food during the previous day to David's house as he prepared bbq foods, ended up I was so stuffed and ran toilet several rounds, think my stomach getting weaker and smaller. Good sign. After the dinner, Tim Tim came to meet us and we went to Starbucks once again. Oh yeah!

As for work, I don't really know what happen, but seemed to had some setbacks. Things tested suddenly haywire and I gave people wrong result, ended up when redo, then I realise my results are wrong. Dealing w the complaints until numb and they keep emphasis on fast. My other side of testing, my managers and engineers challenged me w a competitor product, but when I done the test, it failed badly. i also do not understand why. Normal incoming materials also tested a higher value as per specs needed, endedup I redo also gave same problem. Standardised also no use, Also hard to determine the end point as it is v. slight. I think luck is not falling on my side. I wanted to cry but should I, I wanted to tell them I redo, but the confidence level in me will drop further as of the stupid result that made the mistake. I really wonders if the job really suitable to me. Bravely brush through, cross-finger and hope it will passby soon. God bless!

Promotion lunch at SRC

Since this week's announcement came out for the promotion list of which I was included, the 7 of us decided to give the company staff a lunch treat by getting catering food for celebration.

But due to the complaint never ends, and malaysia side keep sending samples down, my lab personnels slog like hell including me trying to clear as much as possible. I was kinda no mood, had a plate an move off, also bcos the aircon spoilt at SRC.

Fire fighting faster ends faster. i had so many stuff yet to clear! Suffocating.. cough cough...

My Last week's summary

Last week, there's not much events ongoing, and I was watching the japanese drama "Attention Please" about the life of a trainee towards the path of air steawrdess through various trainings, where the lead role was a rock band with all the strange and bizzard hairstyles and dressings, how she transformed from an ugly duckling to a swan. Quite touching somehow, I kinda like it a lot.

Went Ah Li's house for Eugene cooked Bak Kut teh and french beans with egg. Not bad. Haha.. so paiseh both of them had welcome me and my cousins to their house with their mini treats. i think I will give them a treat as well next month, for I was promoted. I received the letter from my GM's hands after a hand shake and his explainations to how the company was performing. Although it's kinda disappointing as to see the raise of pay, but at least it's better as compared to the rest bcos all of them freezed pay increment, as well as cut pay 9for managers and above, but their pay zzzz lor). I havent announced to them, bcos it's quite gloomy and I heard they also gonna retrench or paycut soon, and forced leaves as well.

Saturday went facial with sis and signed up a package of near to $1.2k for a series of facial washes, etc. heng sis sponsor me (Aiyo, I also can pay full), but she said she help me pay. hai.. ok lor... that's my cute sis. Realised I getting fatter as well. Nite time, I met up Ice babe and we went JP for korean food at the new kopitiam at JP2. Quite disappointing. Commanded a price but ended up, the beef and the cold dish sucks, Cold dish no taste at all, and the beef kena sliced into thin slice and can't even feel there's beef in the soup.. The manager asked for feedback, and I told him off. He kept apologising for the quality in food, but I still pay in full. He hope I can go back, but no way, i won't be an idiot again for the kind of food at that price. I would rather spend on fast foods, or some food more worthwhile than that.

Sunday went to Yanling's sister's wedding with mum. We took a cab there and back and then that stupid turf club was so secluded and unable to find the taxi stand, ended up we waited for 20minutes for a taxi, for he was looking for us as well. Had a glass of red wine, hmmm, not bad. At least not "Se Se" feeling. Reached home at 11.15pm. Hai.. that goes my 1 week, w/o spending on meaningful activities. I fainted!

Working life after CNY holidays!

Started work at 3rd day of Chinese New Year. As usual, company will give $4 AngBao as a starting new year "good luck" symbol. My big boss David also gave a $10 Ang Bao for the singles like me. Huat ah... No mood actually to work, but there's so much stuff leftover by Mr Hao & Mr He. Who knows the stupid PUB johor complaint caused by the subsidary at malaysia was submitted down to singapore, and since Dec last year, I am working on the tests, as well as january this year. My boss passed me the sample and that went my 6 days of hectic testing, for she ask this and that, ended up I cannot do anything else. That IA student also keep asking me to teach him AA. Hai... but luckily still runs smooth. Also at the meantime test for Na2O through validating methods to make sure results can be obtained at the true value, for I failed many times bcos of the ppt present after my fusing and leeching in dissolving.

Yesterday I started to restest for Hao his tests and I use a new method to test, and deemed that the new method, new standards, new titers gave a higher value in result eventually, and I settled his stuff. Left Mr He's bulky chunk and my new standardisation again. Patient. Hopefully can clear his stuff asap bcos I don't wish to drag it much further.

Started watching the Japanese Drama about Air stewardess. Finish 2 episodes and it's really nice. Will try to finish watching it, as since n years ago, I had not really watch a drama in complete, unless on TV. The drama talks about a gal went to Tokyo unknown to meaning of air stewardess job, enrolled and being accepted in the apprentice. Somhow, she was being touched by the new colleagues, friends, as well as the passengers. I had some thoughts when she found her goal in life, and wonder had I found 1 myself, and amused. Life is really like dat, or passion over it? Let my thinking runs. That goes my 9 days after CNY