I am going mad!

Mum just quarrelled again with me. Last Saturday, sis and I had an argument with her. She started picking up all the past things and then, 3 of us started arguing. After that Sunday, before I leave Singapore to Ipoh for Audit, mum came in and started arguing again. Told her 101 times already to put down the past. Why she so grudging about it. Had been so long at least 20 odd years already.

Just now, I was playing guitar after cooping in the room for hours, to avoid another round of arguments again, yet while I was playing my guitar happily, she started asking me to get sis back and she wanted to reprimand her on what she said last saturday. I started another round of arguing with her. Why she couldn't think straight. Thinking of what had past doesn't serve any good. In anger, I told her if she like that, I had no choice but to move out. She keep thinking I will move to cousin's house, having so many grudges, I simply cannot tolerate anymore. I reasoned out what had past had past. If past can earn money, I don't mind, but no. Keep thinking will just deepen the wounds and make oneself more miserable than ever. Can't understand her at all. She addressed that she went to buy some food, end up have to take v. long time just to reach. She want fresh. I asked her to get bro to buy back, she said he took v. long to get back. Everything she don't dare to trouble brother which I simply cant understand. Mum is not mine alone ok. And i am the youngest.

I really cannot take her mental torture already. She is getting me crazy and I really can get mad if she still continue all her nonsense. Someone pls help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I took near to 2 hours before finish the arguements and I think, she gonna hate me to core. I don't care and I don;t want to give the damn. Why quarrel and quarrel. I just don't understand. Sucks lah!